I know i went missing for awhile. I was busy with a few stuff. Finally did my Maternity Photoshoot days ago. Woah... all i can say is that it ain't easy being 8 months pregnant and doing shoots. It's tiring! It's taxing!!! I needed help standing and sitting. Not an easy job. Got my hubs to do with me and we did a few series. From couple casual to semi nude and artistic shots!!! Photos ain't ready yet. Will post when ready. Stay tune.
Well, in the very mean time, i'm left with 35 days to my delivery date. I'm scared and i'm not so ready. I'm paranoid and i just cannot imagine labor pain!!! I cannot imagine how it's like when the waterbag burst. I cannot imagine labor pain (they say it's menstrual cramp being 999999 times magnify) i just couldn't imagine the whole process of delivering a baby and then deliver the placenta and worse part, get my vajayjay sewn!!! Then i'm as good as a virgin and mum warned me that sex is gonna hurt like a bloody virgin after birth. All in all, i just cannot imagine.
Been getting very very uncomfortable and i can't sleep!!! Falling asleep is a difficult task and getting up to go to the loo to pee is another! I somehow want it over fast but yet am so afraid of labor. Arghhhhh... In anyway, i just fear the whole process okay.
Gotta go try sleep now... Good night!
PS: Tired!!!
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